Relationship advice: Find someone who accepts you for the lazy piece of shit you are.
And I understand. I understand why people hold hands: I’d always thought it was about possessiveness, saying ‘This is mine’. But it’s about maintaining contact. It is about speaking without words. It is about I want you with me and don’t go.
My Drunken Philosophy From the Other Night
"Don’t trust someone who looks up at the stars and doesn’t feel like the smallest thing in this universe."
Things I wish I was brave enough to say to you:
i. I miss you every second I’m not with you.
ii. Sometimes, I miss you even when I am with you because I fear you are slipping away.
iii. I think I am in love with you.
Maybe I am.
For I love all the parts that I have gotten to know and I love the parts that I do not know.
iv. You make me the happiest I’ve ever been but at times, I wonder how a person can make my heart ache when I am so damn happy.
v. Each time I see you, I fall a little more. That’s dangerous. So dangerous.
vi. We are not black and white. There are so many shades of grey in between what we were and are and will be. Tell me that there’s something true here because I can’t be the only one who loses my breath after every single touch.
Are you the SAT because I’d do you for 3 hours and 45 minutes with a 10 minute break halfway through for snacks, and then I can stare at you for like 10 minutes and think ‘wow, I hope I don’t ruin this.’
I enjoy writing about people falling in love, probably because I think the first time you fall in love is the first time that you have to figure out how you’re going to orient your life. What are you going to value? What’s going to be most important to you? And I think that’s really interesting to write about.